You really not need to worry. One thing I'll like you to understand is that no matter how much you get worried now, your worry would really not change the state of things right now. I would advise you to really calm down, remove your mind from whatever challenge that is faced with crypto trading, remove your mind from the drop in value of your coin in your wallet while you HODL for a long time and I can assure you that you would be fine in the future as things would get better with time.
This is something that I agree with, people worry too much in this market, and while it is natural to worry if you are losing money at some point you need to let it go, if the market is going down just accept that it's going down and instead of worrying about it try to find solutions about this, and if there is no solution for the problem then stop worrying after all it is not like the market is going to stay like this forever.
you sound really optimistoc and i hope that ypu re right as ethereum is so great and i do not want it to die so younga