for now market and ethereum goes up and all seems ok, but i am still waiting for some trick, previous few months teach me to not believe in green days for more than few days, so i hope that i am wrong, but still prepairing myself to the worst

I am not convinced even at this point. There could be some downs ahead of us although some big guys called this the bottom.
yeap, it could be, after last year and every coin and token growth i was optimistic and never expected such a big drop and i never thought that for a few months there will be falling. also never knew that there will be such a amount of icos, there are like mushrooms, that not good for eth network and for crypto world too
I didn't expect such a harsh drop either, but in retrospect it makes sense because many of the coins are just not worth as much as they have been worth 9 months ago.
bear market is not purely a fall in itself,
full landscape is evolving, as this major departure at EOS:
https[Suspicious link removed]cs-leave-block-one-the-peter-thiel-backed-crypto-startup-behind-eos/
Bear market is very important time for impatient people and for patient ones. Patients ones learn a lot in bear market and them get rewards for this, impatient people sell the bottom and come back during all time highs. Open market adjust itself and ecosystem. Ethereum has a very bright future, there are thousands people involved in building this ecosystem.
bear market is bonus for patients ones. and specially for those who searched a lot about the good project and in bear market time period they buy those cheap token or coins and hold them until bull period starts.
right now market is fully bottomed and there is huge chances to bull period starts in a month or two
eth price is really cheap if compare the price with its all time high price.