man my advice is : if no one want to be your friend and accept you as the real you then screw everyone .
i have been in you position and still there i spend 4 years of college nearly alone but i overcame this and started dealing with this fact that am not a social guy .
now am starting to make a little friends and they are helping me push forward those are the ones who accepted the real me without any conditions ..
again : Screw anyone who doesnt like u or accept the real u .