Feel sorry but the lesson that you have learned is worth more than what you lost. Always study well & apply it practically as you are in highly volatile crypto space. Psychologically most of the people are fail in these markets same like you. If you can survive these difficult times, you can still recover your loss & gain profit by holding & doing trades. Use money management skills & collect more BTC as much as possible. Do small trades to collect more BTC. Technically BTC has to go beyond this bottom & collect some if you are financially strong. Remember stick to good trading practices.