Well, as most people have noticed as of today, I'm Kevin, also know as Zapo and previously, Atriz. LoyceV, posted this https://bitcointalk.org/index.php?topic=5042702.msg46487639#msg46487639, a couple hours ago, when I was looking for a 0.3BTC loan. I guess it's time to come clean and address some issues. I will swear on god, that this entire post will contain no lies, and all I wish is for other people to truly understand me. I’m not mad/disappointed at Loyce at all, actually I think it’s pretty moral of him to post that, and I completely understand his/her position.

As for the 0.3 BTC loan I requested, I was actually going to pay that back, as too many people’s surprises.  This account was my last straw, and I really wanted to change from the old, careless aTriz style, to a new person who was kind, and someone I was pleased with. The only reason for the new account is because bitcointalk doesn’t really offer any chance of redemption, and I felt it was easier to start afresh, and then improve of myself, then attempting to change on aTriz and do some good as Loyce pointed out.

That's it. For trustworthy factors: Zapo is aTriz. This is crucial information anyone should know before considering a loan.

I figured this out when Zapo started 2 big signature campaigns, and it's confirmed by both aTriz and Zapo on Telegram. I wanted to give him a chance to redeem himself, while keeping an eye on him and maybe even work together in the future. I also thought of it as "guiding" him a bit, as he could be a great asset to the forum without making the wrong steps. I like aTriz, he's always been friendly to me, he's a good campaign manager, but if he's going to ask for loans, I can't in good conscience allow him to hide his other forum identity.

Zapo opened a thread on "Long term offers" a month ago, in which I made a subtle comment: "Don't.". We discussed this on Telegram. Now I'm done being subtle.

I hate to do this, and I'm fully aware I'm destroying Zapo's reputation. He's done good things from this account.
I'll open a Reputation thread later, I have to go now.

Well, for the future, I’ll continue activities on this account, and keep attempting being the person I strive to be. I won’t exit scam with escrow funds, or work with any scam ICOs, or anything shady, but I think it’s already too late for me to make a return. I’ll remain in the community, hopefully for the best, and I’ll ask for a second chance, but I’m pretty I’ll be bright red after this.