Ok...not sure why VoD left me negative feedback when I've been very clear about my intentions. ONCE AGAIN as it appears people don't read:

I initially was intending to sell the domain to hold me over until my next paycheck, but decided I would try and get a loan instead and I WOULD LIKE TO KEEP THE DOMAIN. YES I initially did have intentions of selling it, but I would much rather receive a loan and pay it back so that I can retain the domain. It's an 18 year old domain. I am not trying to lose it for less than what it is actually worth.

Hopefully this clears things up. I hate how people who aren't even involved in a deal can just leave you negative feedback just bc they feel like it. Makes absolutely no sense.