This account is not mine even though I have access to it.

The reasons for the ban have many members of this forum. I think it is no secret to anyone. I participate in many forums, but in order to get a permanent ban you have to try very hard with repeated violations with a warning from the administration. I have not received any warnings before, I think it is not correct. But of course this is just my opinion.

I understand that it is impossible to recover my account. Thanks for your clarification.