I think Ive accepted my loss and ready to move past.
Im certainly not going to be chasing this loss, or gambling for money again. Any gamble like that is going to be things like poker night with my friends, with a $20 buy in.
The only thing thats slightly bugging me, especially after the crypto crash, is... do I have enough money? Is $1.5m good enough? I know that amount of wealth puts me at the 10% in the US, and probably the top 1% for someone in my 20s, but god... I was in the 1% once, and I want to be there again.
Maybe I need some perspective. Idk. Once you go from spend money, ya have practically infinite money (I gave away more than 100 BTC to family [good reason, dont regret it one bit] and an ex [fuck I was dumb ]), to shit, money is finite and you only have a million and change... its an unpleasant realization but I think Im missing perspective there.
That and whatnot. Im going to continue what has worked out well for me, and what has allowed me to build this wealth that I had. Along with time and hopefully another crypto rally, Ill be the 1% again. Its only $10 million.
But I will make it there. Through hard work, savings, and smart investments. Never gambling.
