I think if you are affected in everythings related to bitcoin, and having a mental and emotional breakdown. You must see a doctor. You didnt need to take seriously about everything related here, their are so much important rather than bit.
BItcoin gives a lot of dreams, especially since December 2017 the price reaches almost 20,000 USD. That is, there is nothing impossible for bitcoin investors to achieve what they dream of. Bitcoin has made a lot of millionaires around the world. But that was before December 2017. After that, prices continued to decline, and there was a lot of mental and emotional pressure because they hoped the prices were as high as they once were. Expectations are too high, but reality is sometimes not the same as expectations.