well that is what happens when you enter a market without understanding how it works first. if you entered stocks, Forex,... markets without prior knowledge and with 0 experience then you would have had the same terrible experience in them too.

you haven't stopped making mistakes either, now you are making a new mistake! you have lost money because you made bad decisions and now you are asking people to give you a magical answer about some cryptocurrency which you can buy and no longer lose money... that will lead to another loss.