So yea I don't have a valid collateral, and am NEW to the forum. But if anyone would be Grateful enough to give me a shot ~ I would hold it in my account and words to Repay back 0.3 BTC in 2 Months. The best I can do, is share my identity for now if need be.
Why don't you trust in your god? He/she obviously does not want you to have an easy life - so you will be rewarded in the afterlife.
Stop trying to go against his/her wishes.
Are you suggesting that he should die?