I know I have responsibility for my money. It's my choice and I don't hate anybody, I just hate myself
This is an act that i term as surrendering to defeat. This life is a battle field,where everyone struggle to survive i .e survival of the fittest. If you are quitting, because of the little challenges you have faced here, which is/are making you to run away, how are you sure you won't be faced with more challenge out there than what you have faced in the crypto space. Avoid giving up so easily.