You seriously need to proofread your posts prior to posting them. "Suffering"? Please, if I am suffering making 32 btc in 12 hours please put me out of my misery by sending all of your BTC to my address below.
Yes you are suffering because you could have had nearly 150 BTC at current rates instead of 32 BTC, and if you sold at the current peak, nearly 300 BTC. That's a lot of coin right there you have given up to someone else, it's just funny you were so proud about it the other day and now you're bitter about it posting negative threads/posts and whatnot.
It's a good feeling though that you have helped someone else attain more wealth isn't it? You should be feeling good about it like I am.