I have been living a very difficult life because of the hardships drop on the bitcoin created for me.
I know everyone meanders down a different path, but you've been here for over five years now. Surely you're a little bit insulated by an earlier arrival than average? I can see how someone who turned up last December would be sad. Less so several years back. None of my business of course.
I read the word "noobs" a lot around these forums, and there seems to be what I suspect is a very wrong assumption that only "noobs" buy and sell at terrible times. A lot of big losers dabble at crypto or just watch bitcoin and other coins a long time, but get in after the pump has gone too far.