The only reason why you are in a slow process of gaining knowledge in the forum is simply because most of the information you have read are opinions. Huwag kag mag settle sa ganong set up. Bitcointalk will alayways be a good platform to learn pero hindi pa din kung gusto mong mapalawak yung knowledge mo.

Try to visit these:
https://lopp.net/bitcoin.html

You can learn all the basics here as well as the blockchain itself. Kung medyo techy ka, manood ka ng mga videos para may mga pictures or presentation that will help you understand it easily.