But really, you're never going to be able to tell the difference between being unlucky and being cheated by outcomes alone. I highly, highly recommend you invest the time in learning how to verify your games. It's a bit annoying and a bit confusing -- but once you can, you'll find it liberating to know without a shred of doubt you lost (or won) legitimately.
Nevermind I didn't want to turn this into a cheating accusation, I just find weird to start the game in such a way...multiple times