Friend, the best advice I can give you is that money is not all of life.
You have family, have friends, and there are many things in the world that can attract you to do，why are you so pessimistic?
I have failed in investment many times. When I had nothing, I felt desperate, but I was always able to adjust my mentality in the shortest possible time. I will tell myself that the world is so beautiful, there are still a lot of interesting things waiting for me to discover, I should embrace failure, stand up again and enjoy life.
Don't care too much about your money. If you don't have money, you can earn it again, but life only once.