As long I have the money to be played on. After it ends, I usually doesn't like to regret and keep depositing until I have no funds in my wallet. So, the answer is i couldn't stay without gambling. Gambling is a whole new lifestyle for me. <3
This is not a good sign for you as you seems to be getting addicted to it or already addicted and in coming time it will only get intense and if you do not have money in between you will start borrowing form people as you would not be able to stay without it. Try to control and divert your mind into something else.
I don't know how will I interpret his post, is he lying or is it the truth? Being addicted into one thing is a sin since you are being pleasured by it making yourself greedy to it. If you are really in this state, it is better if you will be having a therapist that will help you. You can also talk to your family, you father, your mother or your partner maybe to push you through to your problem.