You shouldn't blame yourself.We are human and we will have mistakes.We will mature by learning from these mistakes.So I think you'll never let you down.You must be patient.Be good to yourself.As I said, you shouldn't think too much and you should continue to live.With time, everything will be fine.
This is just experience, yes. I agree that the fluctuations will make us understand more about the way we work and the type of investment ... It makes us patient in the moments gone and a knowledge deep in the brain. Everything will be better if you have experience for the future, we really need time
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