No crusade simply assisting you make sense of the merit system.
I have 50 sMerits I need to send. Since I can't make sense of the merit system can you tell me which posts I should merit?
That would be like asking your math tutor for the answer to the test you have been set.
I will observe closely to see if you are doing well or there is still room for improvement.
Read over this thread a few times and I almost feel confident you will be able to handle it alone in the mid to long term.
Also just worth a small mention... you know how that guy likes to just fire up bitcointalk and open up his buddies list to shoot off a few early morning merits within a few seconds. Well, don't be like that. Don't fire up bitcointalk look for my latest posts and just decide to shoot off a few aggressive comments or some ludicrous fantasies in my direction. Give others a chance to enjoy talking to you. I don't feel you should focus all your positive energy towards me. I mean it will be nice to hear from you now and then of course. This is not a rejection.