Materialism is false.
Philosophy can be great but far from a good ''science'' to find the ''truth''. That's your problem, you base most of your beliefs on philosophical arguments.
The falseness of materialism is not just a philosophical argument it is the most logical interpretation of multiple and repeated scientific experiments.
Modern science provides powerful evidence against the materialist worldview. This summary of recent scientific studies highlights this and is worth watching if you were not aware of this.
Quantum Physics Debunks Materialismhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4C5pq7W5yRMMaterialist cling to false notions of an independent physical reality. They do this because once you realizes that materialism is false a theistic view of world logically follows.
You should use objective observations to make your reality, not some philosophical ramblings.
As for materialism, you have heard of E=mc2, haven't you? So stop clinging to your 19th-century definition of materialism. The rest of the world moved on, it is time you do that as well.