There are two ways. 1) ask yourself, if you are stressed or you are so tired. May be that`s why sometimes you`r lazy. Do not worry and stop punish yourself. Just have a rest! 
2) or may be you are afraid of your success and that`s why you postpone and postpone. I hope that you will be honest with yourself and can solve it. Remember that youare not alone and all we have so problems.
2) or may be you are afraid of your success and that`s why you postpone and postpone. I hope that you will be honest with yourself and can solve it. Remember that youare not alone and all we have so problems.