Sorry to hear your lose mate BUT
I am curious did Satoshi advice anyone to invest in bitcoin because you will make fortune and come on invest all what you have  Did he said come on guys one day will come and 1 btc will be $20k  He create it because like btc funs who believe in  BTC  it will change the world and will take down this vampire banking system which suck people blood  and their control  over people ! Like some one mentioned it is not money tree mate