All dreams have been shattered while the marketcap keeps falling every time I refresh coinmarketcap. I kept Hodling expecting it to be a small correction like the ones in 2017. Portfolio dropped more than 70% already

and still dont see the bottom. Now I am wondering if it will recover to previous highs especially considering the China ban and regulations.

Any thoughts?
The market will definitely recover but it will recover as we give it confidence. We need to hold the altcoin for many years. That action will make the market continue to operate and it will not die.