All dreams have been shattered while the marketcap keeps falling every time I refresh coinmarketcap. I kept Hodling expecting it to be a small correction like the ones in 2017. Portfolio dropped more than 70% already

and still dont see the bottom. Now I am wondering if it will recover to previous highs especially considering the China ban and regulations.

Any thoughts?
I used to say that if capitalization falls below 150 billion, it will be extremely difficult to return it. And it looks like another growth, this is a new trap for the investor.