All dreams have been shattered while the marketcap keeps falling every time I refresh coinmarketcap. I kept Hodling expecting it to be a small correction like the ones in 2017. Portfolio dropped more than 70% already

and still dont see the bottom. Now I am wondering if it will recover to previous highs especially considering the China ban and regulations.

Any thoughts?
Once, yes, it will come back, but so far it shows a slight increase, which cannot but rejoice all that have been waiting for bulls. The main thing is to understand that the market did not die, but stopped before the next jump, which should be longer than the period of the bears' stay.