All started when i deposit $300 today and start with small best $50 $60 etc
I always play for %50-60% chance. i had nice luck and turned it into $500 .thenI was thinking I'm unbeatable and bet %70 chance on $500
and made around $840
Then i was planning to do the last bet and bet and I bet %70 on my $840 balance and lost everything. :/
After i was in real down but i was still positive cause i had $1200 on my Bitcoin wallet.
I wanted to make big profit and get back all the lost and never play again.
and did it %50 chance on $1200 balance and lost everything :/
what a shitty die i want to die :/
There is no need of you go into gambling or betting if you know you will be afraid of losing. Betting is a very risky venture and there is no need of you starting it if you not ready for any outcome because it is base on luck and not your intelligence or skills. Remember that investors will lose and make money and since your has gone worst there is no need of you die or commit suicide.
Well, because it is based on luck and not intelligent skills this is why so many people are into it. If gambling was about to study a lot and learn things and develop skills then none would ever play. This is why people are lazy to do so. I agree that he shouldn't bet so much that he couldn't afford. Committing suicide or dying would not make things better. OP should try to find support and fight against his addiction otherwise there is a high possibility to do it again.