Go out. See some trees, sceneries, some mountains, inhale some fresh air, forget about how low the value of bitcoin is. Never lose hope for life. Talk to a friend, drink some for you to release all your heartaches and failure, all your anxiety. If you feel like its getting worse, better talk to a specialist. Never waste your life just because you think you're a failure. You must fight it, never loose the battle. Someday, you can overcome it. Just believe and have confidence. Never forget that you're worth dying for.