Dude, you should stick to it. Anyone is eager to get rich overnight, but how many people can succeed? In my opinion, if you can't overcome the current suffering, then you will not succeed in doing other things in the future. Everyone here is almost a loser in 2018, so you are not the only one.
It is very risky to invest what you have in real life that could give you sure profit on crypto. You do not have to expect that much that you could get rich instant because you do not know what will happen in the market and if you cannot handle it properly you can end up with nothing but loses.