For the span of 2 years, you should know at least some ways how to deal on the market. Since your result is kind of not a good output, you are the only one who can answer "what's wrong".

Remember that bearish trend dominated the whole 2018 so it's kind of a headache to anyone, especially for the new traders, how to deal on that kind of market situation.

What to do now? Asked yourself if you still want to pursue your trading career or just quit on it. You can find and search for other jobs while still doing trading in the first place so I don't see why you will just quit.

Anyways no such specific responses here that you must follow. You must make your own decision by yourself.