OP was not online anymore for almost a week, seems like he completely quit

or did this, I hope not>
what a shitty die i want to die :/
His experience is bad with gambling because he lacks the control, he got heated in the game and chase his loses.
Everyone should learn from this, it's not an easy feeling if you lose that big amount specially when that money is for other purpose.
Gambling requires some skills in order to win but with dice, you won't need that anymore, just stay discipline to last and enjoy every winning moment as in the long run, we will still loss. Been here in crypto for awhile, tried a lot of games bu enjoyed most of them, sometimes I loss but it does not make me so upset.