My opinion is that I'm not going to waste time reading your huge, rambly, low-content posts which you post everywhere.
Did OP really expect theymos would be on his side?
I think that he bet on Theymos not giving a f*** about this topic and that would have turned him (in his own mind) in some kind of virgin martyr that is suffering every second screaming for help while wild batcats are tearing her apart.
There are lots of people who are actually afraid of completing their lifelong objective as that would leave them without a purpose in life, ch is the same, he needs this whole nonsense to go on as without it he has nothing to do around here.
Damn this whole drama reminds me of a Graham Greene book...