Sociopathic and NSA-like? Man of no principles?
If Emunie ascends to heaven and carries the founders along with it, I'm sure you'll think everything you've done is worth it. However, have you considered what if it fails to various degrees? How will you look back on what you're doing and the replies you've written a year or two later? Have you also considered what others would think when they see your attacks on some former colleagues and friends? By that I mean what people actually think of your attacks, not what they say in chat.