For protection, I can't leave names of those I disagree with before I end up on their blacklist.
This kind of behaviour is something we need to fight in here: you disagree with someone, it is your right to do so, you shoudnt be afraid to publicly expose your thoughts because you would get on a "blacklist". This has nothing to do with trust/distrust, this is your freedom to speech, stand up for it.
I don't know what the context of a "blacklist" here is. Trust list exclusions? If so, then that is just backwards. People should be willing to accept exclusions as it is every user's right to exclude someone else i.e. they should not be afraid of getting excluded. Besides, it's not that uncommon for exclusions to be lifted.