Many traders, veteran or new, fail nowadays because in this season, technical analysis is not applicable anymore. What is offered in Youtube and is followed by many trading coaches nowadays is learning to read candles and graphs, and with the current situation of the market now, it's hardly reliable. The flow of the market gets more and more difficult to predict now. So don't feel sad. You are not alone in that disheartening situation. Use that failure to explore the trading space to your advantage.