I have no idea what went wrong with you. I am so sorry to hear this.
I always found you very useful for the community however no one is 100% perfect so don't you. In life we find us in odd moments, the moments we don't like and we can not take it anymore but that does not mean we give up that we are doing. If you are unsure about yourself then just look around in the forum. There are a lot of people supporting you. They would not do that if you were wrong in everything.
I never had any personal issue with you however I was upset with you because several times I felt that your aggression to me was influenced by wrong people. Because of this reason I distrusted you but I never wanted you to be removed from DT.
marlboroza take a chill pill, take a break. I am sure you will be fine soon. No pressure mate.
I just changed my trust setting and entrusted you. Just to show that I support the community and want to see you in DT network.