Don't be upset! Every trader can fail, it's not a big deal. I also very often failed as you did. You need more practice to become a more successful trader. I have heard about new trading platform NewConsort where everybody will be able to be educated by experienced traders, couches, and mentors in trading.
You cannot lay much trust on such trading platforms and more times than not,they make away with their subscribers money after asking them to pay for one tip or the other.
If those experienced traders are so sure about their skills they'll be making huge profits everyday and wouldn't even have the time to tutor anyone
Even they fail in trading just like OP does