Probably

Please explain to me why you're PM-begging for Merit. I don't leave red tags for that, but only a neutral. If you've begged others too, you're likely to receive red trust.
I'll also report the PM to Admin, chances are you get banned for a while.

I'm posting this here as a Reference post:

Checking your post history, you're not even the worst spammer, so you may actually stand a chance. Good luck.