Sure it didnt end up in one of your Alts ?
Probably 
What happened?
Please explain to me why you're PM-begging for Merit. I don't leave red tags for that, but only a neutral. If you've begged others too, you're likely to receive red trust.I'll also report the PM to Admin, chances are you get banned for a while.
I'm posting this here as a Reference post:
Checking your post history, you're not even the worst spammer, so you may actually stand a chance. Good luck.
merits you have to earn yourself here. if you post good and interesting
topics merits also come by themselves. only those who are good in school
get into a higher class. so it should be . and if you are big you also
have to work to get money. that's real life. there's nothing for free