Welp I lost half my trading stack yesterday. God damn it this hurt bad.
My own fault for not workign hard enough and being such an emotional trader
Emotion makes huge declined to the traders who are unknowledgeable on trading. And the best thing you need to do at this moment is to analyze your flaws and learn with it since on next time around you will know on how to interact with the volatility of the market. Also there are video tutorials on youtube can help you out and learn about the basics on trading.