I don't remember exactly what is my worst moment in gambling, but I lost a lot of money before in gambling and it was really so bad for me.
I think my worst moment when I won a lot of money, maybe it was around 0.49 boats and I gambled with this amount directly in a single bet, and I lose it. I was thinking that time that I'll die because of that, but fortunately, I moved on! and I stopped gambling for a lot of time. Now, I come back to gambling, but I don't risk so much, I just play for fun and I don't consider this field like a profitable anymore.
When you can't afford such an amount why did your bring that to gambling and even fir a single bet?
Luckily you got recover so never play with the amount which can be huge for you.
Exactly you should not risk the amount in gambling which is important to your daily living and you cannot afford to lose. Only come up in gambling with extra income which in case is lost, will not make your life miserable.