I ran out of money to start over all the time. Some despair visits me and I can't stay in this industry. I am directly enraged by the behavior of the market and many media personalities. So many times we thought that the worse could not but it still happened.
Many people are in the same situation as you, even those who have the opportunity to invest are not ready to go for a second attempt. You can try to start without investment, it is difficult but still possible