At first, I dont want to start somehow! I want to develop and move on, sometimes looking back at the past and past mistakes!
Well bear trend I think it is better to keep away from the market, and most importantly to get right into the coin and leave , I think now you can buy coins!
Maybe a good suggestion is to buy altcoins like btc, eth or litecoin and hold them for the next few years. Maybe that is the right step for now. Indeed, mistakes in the past are mistakes that we cannot forget. You better start over and have steps so that in the future it doesn't happen again.