You probably aren't a mental whack-job, but you certainly are a spiritual whack-job.
Maybe when I get old and weak minded and start worrying about death I may be brainwashed into spirituality.
But for now, I have a healthy brain so I don't believe in fairy tales.
Who can guarantee you that your probation will still be open at that time.
A display of stupidity is to rely on your brains.
Probation is closing and Jesus Christ is coming!
bonus link:
https://biblehub.com/luke/12-20.htm