I am someone in my 20s who got into cryptocurrency early. Thankfully, I do still have about $1.5 million in crypto and other investments, but losing 350k and 20% of your net wealth in the span of an hour is just... devastating to me. How did I end up risking $350k for a $18k loss?!
That is the magical world of gambling, if you feel the taste of winning in the beginning you will feel like recovering any losses and you end losing more, you made a big mistake and glad to hear that you never gambled with your entire savings and still you went for more to cover your losses, but luck was on your side and you exited without much damage further and hopefully you wont experiment further and since you are not online here for some time, hope everything is fine.