$30,000 was already a large amount of money for me that I can't even imagine losing up something like that because I can already buy all my needs with those amount you have just spend for a bet. But it seems you are not regretting that much for your lost maybe you are a rich man to spend that amount of money for a bet. You are playing with no control and not thinking of how much money you have already lost. Even I do have a lot of money like you, I will really spend that much for a game because its ridiculous. That is why whenever I am playing into the online casino i am currently into, I only place on small bets just to enjoy myself playing with the variety of games they have because spending lot of money is not already good for a game because its a waste of resources since there is always a big possibility of lost that wins.