If you really want to make money then find a decent job, or build your own business. Gambling can never be a source of income. The question is, how often do you gamble this year? Is there any fund which is intended only in gambling? Do you empty it and get on other funds? Do you quit when its time to quit? If you dont have discipline then most likely you will fail. 10 BTC is hige and its impossible that you didnt win with all that stuff.
i was in profit like 4 to 5 btc before i lost 10 btc as u said i had no control over myself and with long streak i even lost 4.2 btc in minutes but my point gambling addiction very bad in short run you will earn profit but in long run i think 99% people lose because of addiction i can't blame gambling sites for that.
Losing 10btc is absolutely painful in the ass. If you do not control addiction within yourself, nothing brings good to your life. The more we are greedy for the winnings, the more we lose.
I've been losing but when I think my losses are greater than winnings, I had to stop and refrain myself from gambling. There are so many days to get back what we lose. If we are not lucky that day, then maybe we can gamble for some other time.
If you know how to use self-control then, you are lucky to do that with yourself. Because most gamblers are out of control when they are already immersed in the system. Even if they are on the losing side, they still want to continue hoping that they will get their money back. I've experienced that kind of emotion also. And you really need to wake up to the reality that there should be an end to what you are doing at that moment. Else, you will go home totally broke.