Sorry to hear that i don't think anyone will be able to help you to retrieve back your wallet, you can only hope miracle will happen. Anyway what lost is lost no point pondering over it, let this be an expensive lesson to you maybe.
I'm waiting for a miracle, it's not a lesson, I'm no longer able to live
Well, sorry, but most likely there's no way of recovering your funds.
However I really don't get it:
I'm waiting for a miracle, it's not a lesson, I'm no longer able to live
Never invest more money than you can afford to lose. Besides the risk of "getting hacked" (if you're doing it wrong), crypto is a high risk investment.
It might still be worth it to bring a charge against persons unknown but to be honest I can't see good prospects for success.