My conclusion: Jump out of bearish market a.s.a.p
Anybody can make profit in bull market and how do you know that bull market is not going to crash on next minute after you invested.
your precious time for your family and reading books to learn as much as possible about the market. The market is younger and younger but you're older and older. Don't be afraid of losing chances, be afraid of losing your money.
I guess you will keep gathering knowledge in your life with zero wisdom.