There are many experts that can handle this problem you are facing.  I will advise you to used Google Search engines to meet those experts that has solutions to your problems.  Depression is a bad thing and it can lead to suicide and that is why the earliest you can connect to the solution the better for you.  I passed through that before and I find solutions in the word of God writing in the Holy scriptures.  Since then I dedicate times for prayers and meditation which has helped me in great measures.  I will said we are not going to have a bad days if we tried to give ourselves to something we love as depressed do come through doing those things we did not love though we keep doing them.  May the spirit of God help you sir.